Day 3

When you are trying to have a baby and having problems it becomes an obsession an something you think about all the time. My world revolves around it and insignificant events lead me to thinking about it and how it will be when I have a child of my own. I took my puppy out for a long walk today around a loch with a paved walkway. It came into my head that this would be an excellent place to walk the dog whilst pushing a pram. I also made plans to meet a cousin I've not seen for years. He has always been protective of me and I wondered how he would be when I became pregnant and how I knew he would be around more when my baby was born. I now feel tearful as all this is still a dream and not my reality.